Lack Luster
I've always wanted to be the kind of person that reads a lot. I think I'd feel more intelligent or be more interesting if I did. Yes, reading might make me more interesting to talk to.
Lately I've been feeling so bored with myself. I don't do much during a typical week. I go to my internship, get tea with Christine, talk to my boyfriend on the phone, check CNN. Then I watch Conan and fall asleep to whichever dvd is closest to the top of the pile. Sometimes I'll have a few hours at the radio station to work over the weekend. Then it's out to the same bars, see the same people (that I never remember because I've never had a real conversation with them) and then attempt to clean my room on Sunday and do it again next week.
Yuck, everything is so dull and predictable right now. It would be wonderful to just go some place new and have a fresh start at life. Today I was asked where I would go if I could go anywhere.. I couldn't think of that perfect place to go. And the weird thing is, I have a huge, huge, huge, list of places I'd love to experience ... has this funk sucked out all of my passion for life?
I feel like I'm way too young to be this lame.
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